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Wednesday, August 30th, 2006 Time: 7:33 pm. Mood: lonely. Music: lali püna. hi friends out there! I am sorry but my house takes more of my lifetime than I thought. he but iam still alive the roof keeps the rain outside...we have a functional bathroom but just cold water cause we still need a electritian to do the conect the house with the main electrical line! tomorrow i will finish the first room upstairs ..the living-work room,.. and by the end of the week i hope to finish the sleeping room.. my plan is to be able to use the two rooms and the bathroom.. i really need my own privacy!!i love my family but its not easy to live at your parents house when you are 34! so i will move in next week ....and finish the kitchen and entrance later this year! it was and still is a real hard mental experience cause every day there is a minute you will run away and leave you keep on working and day by day you are not able to see any change..than there is someone who visits you and you see through their eyes that you changed alot....but you are blind for it..you loose the feeling for time..days weeks...you work on every day.. you are working like a machine ..your input is a little notice like "oh take off the colour on this wall......done.....next notice.."now close that hole in the wall....done ...next.."prepare the bathroom for instalations...ect. its order..work..done..you are unable to see any change it feels like a circle and the changes are so small you have to know that someone did something with that wall to see the change..its always a little change on every wall and you have to do so many more little things to finish that little wall and ooohhh there are so many walls ..and than when you finished all the walls ...notice.."start doing the furnitures and ...oh..future i miss my travelling...imissmy friends ... i hope you still remember me! dirty old seafart..doing the harbour work Comments: Read 6 or Add Your Own. Thursday, May 18th, 2006 Time: 2:42 pm. Mood: busy. Music: sound of railstations in my head.... hey sorry friends i am on the run... i travel all day long in gerany from shop-to-convention- shop-to-construction! i need a time manager to plan my live ... iam shure where to go ,the day before... so a lot of friends have problems to meet me .. i am sorry its not on purpose it will change after august cause the main construction will be finished and i can move in the new house! its funny friends who call me ask first where i am! I still love you all and miss all of you!!! hav ea good time without me for a while ...i will be back in some months seafart Comments: Read 1 or Add Your Own. Tuesday, April 4th, 2006 Time: 5:47 pm. Mood: awake. Music: motorpsycho:blackhole. the summer is coming back and i get a heatingsystem in my house...thats fun i can check it in 6 months.. the house is stripped and now we renew everything that has to be..heatingsystem, windows are next months topic and isolation on the basementwalls.. i love it the more i am here its so nice...and there is a little garden behind it with my fathers koipool.. that garden needs a makeover too! but the house is first.. we checked in for two conventions in switzerland ,luzern and zürich... so we have 3 conventins the next 2 months..we always plan to do less but in the end its a litle more than the year before... now i am working in bavaria and düsseldorf to keep my clients and make them happy..it seems they are more interest in me now cause its harder for them to get a appointment!! strange world.. last weekend simone was here and it felt good together here. I hope we can have a great time here. Leipzig developed to a great city and i have nothing i miss here (just my friends i left behind..) there is a nonstop connection flight to the statesfrom the airport! i hope you are all fine and the sun is coming back soon to all of us.. seafart Comments: Read 2 or Add Your Own. Saturday, March 18th, 2006 Time: 4:20 pm. Mood: thankful. Music: g.love "hustler". ha so much time went by...........................since my last post.. i moved to leipzig 3 weeks ago and it was a heavy moving...we loaded the truck with the help of two good friends in 9 hours ..after that i drove the hole night to leipzig...alone........ and unloaded the truck alone the next day .. my arms reached the ground...when i was standing! the week after that i worked with a big hammer in my house and removed the stuff from the walls.. my back felt like a wreck. now i tattoo again and my hands and my back are happy with that! i didnt worked that hard for a long time and i needed a week to get used to it.. now i am looking forward do do more stuff cause i know its not for some ass landlord! we hope to move in before august and than i will stop to spend some time on other things!! like drawing and machine building.. we start to repair old irons and it seemed to be a business tattooers waited for. the next month we booked conventions in luzern zürich and würzburg...it will be a busy time but i love my job. i feel really good right now. my machineframes will be finished next month. i think i will not be a fulltime tattooer for the rest of my life it feels good to have breaks for building machines and drawings or travelling...the customer from victoria who got an appointment here too plans to go on the panamericana for 1/2 year and i noticed that i still have that traveller feeling inside of me ..i should discover that in the future. so long i will post more from now cause i will have internet acess in leipzig by the end of this month!! see you all soon somewhere..Roberto Comments: Read 3 or Add Your Own. Tuesday, January 31st, 2006 Time: 6:55 pm. Mood: sad. Music: white stripes. I suffered... ok we did the upper arm last friday and its itching like hell.. hopefully we can finish the ellbow and the cavehole in one big session in march...I am tired of driving to switzerland . last week my grand aunt died of cancer and i just got the news to late to go to her funeral.. i am a little depressed and sad cause i realy liked her, i remember her as positive person that could calm me down with her voice....i remember her voice the most, and not how it sounds..more what i feel when i heared it. and i am angry cause all that family members i liked the most died the fucking cancerstruggle death!! thats not fair! I think i have to behave more like a asshole (is that possible!) to die more comfortable! .....................................................s.e..a...f...a..r...t Comments: Read 3 or Add Your Own. Friday, January 27th, 2006 Time: 3:35 pm. Mood: nervous. Music: sad graveyard music. hi evreybody! i have some time cause i was to fast in lucerne..its 30 min to my second last apointment and sweat is starting to run under my... i found a bookstore with a internetcafe.. its to cold to walk anymore through the city! i hope we finish my shoulder today and the rest holes on my upperarm in march.. yesterday we tried to book the convention in zurich and they told us we have to book a other convention to if we want to go there ..that sucks..cause they are not that good ..so you have to book a shitty to get the good one !!! thats the tattooworld!! crappy ... crappy i can tell more grappy stories but i have no more time! hopefully i get my first set of casted machine frames next month..thats good news, i saw the castframe last week!! i am exited! so stay tough and feel good cause i have to suffer for what i do every day! Comments: Read 2 or Add Your Own. Monday, January 23rd, 2006 Time: 12:23 pm. Mood: cold. Music: QOSA.... hey dont worry i am still alive.. there is to much work in bavaria waiting and next week my arm gets closer to the end! there are just 2 appointments ..and than we are finished after 2 1/2 years! at home (düsseldorf)friends are paranoid that i will never tattoo them again!! so they all want a last appointment with me next month , before i leave. I am moving next month and than i am living out of my suitcase for a while cause the new house is far away from being finished.. so alot of work is waiting and i am homeless..no not realy.. I can still stop in munich and sleep in the beer bath tube!! we need it cause the cold killer air from russia arived last night...-25°C see you all soon...seafart Comments: Read 5 or Add Your Own. Wednesday, December 28th, 2005 Time: 7:56 am. Mood: refreshed. Music: weired pc sound. hey its cold but the snow is gone..there are periods of warmer weather for a couple of days and than its droping to minus for weeks.. its bad for me cause the house has no heating..that means working in minus is no fun and nobody is doing this for longer than an hour! so the steps are shorter over the winter..nothing changes fast in the house, hopefully i get a room finished ..kind of finished ..till next month.. oh oh oh ... but from march i will be longer in leipzig over the monthcause i dont have to go to düsseldorf anymore that saves time and i can help more when i am here... jojojojo... so thats all for today .................. Comments: Read 14 or Add Your Own. Saturday, December 24th, 2005 Time: 2:56 pm. Mood: refreshed. Music: cold winterstorm silence. ok the new year party hangover is gone... i am back in leipzig and i hate the cold season! i move next month and the house looks like nothing changed. i prepare one room to get my stuff in there and maybe a drawing desk... the construction takes longer than i thought! i think its cause i am not sure with things and i always think i can save some more money if i look longer for some materials.. cause my backround is limited! yo i am freezing over here...new years days are roughand i have to jump in cold water this year!! no more pyjama days for a long time and lots of desicions that have to be made.. but i feel good and it feels refreshing to change your dayly routine..so you lost something but i got something new for that.. Comments: Read 3 or Add Your Own. Time: 1:04 pm. Mood: touched. Music: christmas song..butthole surfers. hey nice christmas day ...we prepare food and rented some dvd....bought some wine to make a "glühwein".. there is a tree in our livingroom with presents under it and cookies on the table...ho,ho,ho... wish you all that your dreamscome true and the presents are not to boring.. spend love today and share a warm drink...with a friend ! try to remember your childhood and the fun it was to have christmas back then! so just have fun even if it seems to be childish...... ho,ho,ho merry christmas to all you out there ... ps :it was more of a reminder to myself cause i had no christmas feelings for a long long time! Comments: Read 7 or Add Your Own. Tuesday, December 20th, 2005 Time: 12:26 pm. Mood: dirty. Music: dirty jazz. 5 days to evol christmas ..... drawing the whole day and wearing my pyjama pants for a week..uhh.. i have to change them today.. Comments: Read 4 or Add Your Own. Monday, December 19th, 2005 Time: 11:55 am. Mood: relaxed. Music: white christmas..."wham". merry christmas and a happy new year...... to all out there who care . the rain makes it easy to draw ..the weather helps me to focus on that and it keeps me from running around. my coffeemaschine is working again and i remember how much i missed her.I save mucho pesetas on lattes! the problems are getting less and the future is looking brighter...in these days you look back on the ending year and you can see that life is not just a daily routine with repeating days...its also a developing process ...you are still doing mistakes, you are learning not to do them again, you do some again and some you learned, you finished some projects and you started others and you see yourself changing.... so enjoy christmas time with your friends and your family and have a great "new years party" where ever you are .. ho ho seafart Comments: Read 8 or Add Your Own. Wednesday, December 14th, 2005 Time: 10:11 am. Mood: curious. Music: roommaids jazz cds. Ok I did 500 pages in my book yesterday ,now i save the last 70 for a nice evening. I hit the bench in my livingroom with my good leg yesterday and now i feel like badly handicaped..with 2 unfunctional legs.. I hope its getting better the next days ..rain helps me to relax and do other things with obsession like reading ,drawing.... I am a junky i cannot get enough of something i like... I am a Junky personality.. I am very selective with what i like but than with no control of a right amount...like food..or wine right pooparsch..till I shit my trousers .... ..or........ Whats your junk about? Comments: Read 5 or Add Your Own. Monday, December 12th, 2005 Time: 8:47 am. Mood: good. oh monday morning... I do not remember the last time i spend a sunday in pyjama with a book on the couch....i feel better every day that goes by....that weired sound in my ear is getting less.......simone was so supriced seeing me reading a book..its strange to her cause i normaly read books on holiday and the last years i went alone on holiday.... so i am realy hard trying to relax myself and to get some questions for answers i pushed away in the past, cause i thought i had to less time to think about them... I started coloring some drawings i did months ago and it feels good to see them getting finished and out of my mind . The hardest thing for me is giving myself a day off a week and stop thinking about work or doing some thing that "have to be done"....its like a junk..you try to get your mind clean from things and you can not see that this is an illusion, cause if you bring one to an end 2 new ones show up....that makes you alltime busy... but you ruin yourself with that and you can not work with a high efficiency anymore..cause you get more and more confused...and you will soon start hating your live from deep inside.. oh my god i sound really bad now..i hope nobody gets to bored by my entries its like a little therapy for me to write this down here. so see ya soon ...with a tick tick tick from your left ear... Comments: Read 11 or Add Your Own. Wednesday, December 7th, 2005 Time: 10:01 am. Mood: happy. Music: new prince billy live album.... So i am pretty relaxed right now and it feels good to be on drawing vacation..... I enjoy my pyjama days at home and I started reading a book cause i got sick from the tv-programm... that sounds like vacation to me...I feel realy better now cause the next weeks are not filled up with appointments .. hey the german guy with the haida sharky contacted me here...thats amazing!! so he is my first world around customer!! hey pooparsch tell quastenflosser the jacket rocks its so warm i dont want to take it off i will never freeze again.. but he has to post some thing (maybe metaphysic) in his journal to give him comments.....anything.... he can make a herrentag calender ...... I have a date for moving but no home to go to..so my dad has to give me a room for some months ,that feels weired to move back to your parents house...Iam 34 years old! I have to be quiet when i come back late and tell him where i go.....he asked me the last time i visited him if he should pick me up after disco!! he is such a nice guy right now. hey pooparsch and quastenflosser you guys will rock till you die, thank you both for my birthday and you really know what friends are for.. and for sure you are the oldest friends i have!! i hope i can be such a friend for you...prosit and bis bald... Comments: Read 7 or Add Your Own. Monday, December 5th, 2005 Time: 9:19 am. Mood: angry. hello everybody..I am back in town and back on the computer again... the last weekend i was on a convention that realy sucked ..oh yes.. it was called "master of tattoo" and the shops were real high quality but the organisation was ......high quality shit.. I thought nothing like this exists anymore...it was hold for 3 days..but we went home after 1 and a 1/2 days...it was more a musicfestival they started at 16:00 with live band action ("hardcore" in the same small room the tattooers stayed...no chance to talk to customers...the people..about 20-70 a day just watched the bands and the guy who organized this thing also showed up at 16:00 to watch the bands as well...we waited 30 min in the snow cold mountain village to get in the hall cause there was no one with a key who opens the hall in time for the tattooers and tattoo interest people... hey the price for getting in was 15$ for 11 tattooers ....like berlin or hamburg... the lady in our hotel who was serving the breakfast told me she is tattooed but she waits for the berlin convention cause its much better for the same price!!every waiter we had this 2 days was tattooed but told us the same...and berlin is 700 km away... bad organized and no nothing no service for the tattooers who paid this and the bands got something to eat and drink...and got paaid..and some realy sucked... there were 3 bands a day....i think they were just 50% of the audience every day.. no catering no nothing just the prices for the booths were the same like on big major conventions.... we were so pissed i can not explainit with words... the first day 2 guys made a tattoo on some friends..and the organisation could not understand why there is nobody who wants to get the tattoo of the day price...one was a kanji...oh we were laughing the hole time..... I realy hate big parts of this industrie from time to time! i talked to one guy who is the onlyone i know making custom maschines in germany...he said that you can buy maschines from china now they cost 30$ and some ass producess them and offers them to evrey supplier in the world and also sells them over the internet for 75$ to everyone who wants one ...there are startersets starting at 150$ ....i think its getting ill and sick now...thats less than a handsize tattoo... so i feel sick and burned out I quit evreything for the next 6 weeks and try to calm down and get things organized for the new home and moving in feb... I really wish i could stay at home and draw all day for the next years and keep me away from all this ...tattooindustrieripoff................................................. i dont want to be part of this..... but i met 2 nice tattooers on the convention ..one started 2 years ago and does realy good japanese things.. i hope i stay in contact with them..and i met the maschine guy who was as happy as i am to meet someone to talk to.. Comments: Read 14 or Add Your Own. Friday, November 18th, 2005 Time: 11:30 pm. Mood: sleepy. Music: silence. yeah a routine day again..I did some tattoos and drawing today than i rented dvd..."war of the worlds" ...man that movie sucked.... who spend so much money to realize shit.... ok wasted 2 hours ..so I feel no relaxation...even if that was the reason I did that...next time I rent a movie I know to keep me away from cranky experience.. man they kind of died by theirself...I think they spend tooo much money during the first hour for thousend of people running from one hill to the other, that there was no money left for the high special effect show down! oh if people are interested in german traditions read "pooparsch´s journal" he tries to explain old and complicate german rituals to all of you who are born outside of germany and still believe we are a weired-meateating-drunken-lederhosen wearing-250 km/h driving-pooporn watching-nation! so good night and whatever makes you happy! Comments: Read 5 or Add Your Own. Thursday, November 17th, 2005 Time: 11:56 pm. Mood: sleepy. Music: silent night.......... A happy cold day and nothing got broken!! Ha, I am a lucky boy....i drew the hole day customtattoos, so nothing happend at all ...i was just with myself in the officeroom ...but i tried to keep a routine so i showered and changed my clothes..most of the time at home when i know i have to draw the hole day, i just brush teeth end stay in my pyjama the hole day..its a waste of energy to change the clothes even when i am working nobody will see me the whole time! i think more people should work in there pyjamas ...maybe just one day a week..it feels great..more like free time .... no stress it feels like you are able to go back to bed every minute.... nobody can stress you if you wear a pyjama at work thats for sure! so do, if you can.. or try, if you can! i will do it this week for shure... good night Comments: Read 4 or Add Your Own. Tuesday, November 15th, 2005 Time: 2:30 pm. Mood: amused. Music: why me lord? johnny cash. one more broken tale...the plumber fixt the amature of my sink..but hey he could not get in the house case my bell is not working anymore... hey iam far away from freaking this is developing in an really funny day i am expecting worse ......but i am prepaired....belive me this is a true real happening story out of my life... Comments: Read 3 or Add Your Own. Time: 1:14 pm. Mood: apathetic. Music: the damned..Sick of being sick. happyness is fallen ,,, i touched the amature of our sink some minutes before and i broke it..it broke by it self...now i wait for the mechanic to fix it...fuck just minutes after the phone was fixed... i called my landlord and he just discussed how a 50 year working amature can break..and than he blames me,cause it was working all the time ..i told him theats the reason it was working for 50 years ,now its to old!..he just tried to accuse me for the damage...man i am pissed like with the accuse of the videoguy and..i think i am freaking out in a while..hey he told me maybe the guy comes tomorrow...fuck i dont know where the main water stopcock is so there will be water running and running on my bill!!!i hate the landlord...the apppartment, the videoguy and the rest of th...i am starting to freak out...calm down take a tea and calm down...oh i am repeading myself....ohoh.. ok back myself again..i will watch the water with a phone in my hand...hopefully they come soon... 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